Selfish me...

Okay, I know I said, "No updates until after the exam", right... But things happen, and I believe I better drop a line or two about it...

First of all, some of you readers might not know about this, but the bus system in KL had been integrated already... Now you can just pay a max of RM4 and take any Rapid KL bus to most of the destination within KL... It does sound and look complicated at first, but once you got the hang of it, it's quite useful... Especially for a poor guy like me :p... Now, if only I could figure out how to get to Wangsa Maju by Rapid KL...

I've upgraded my computer... Now I have:
1) A Pentium 4 2.4Ghz Hyper Threading Processor
2) An ASUS Nvidia GeForce FX5200 Graphic Accelerator
3) A Creative SB Live! 5.1 Sound Card

Item 1 was given by a friend of Madi for free :p... Item 2 and 3 was bought over the internet at Lelong.Com at quite a nice price... Talking about Lelong.Com, I suggest you guys take a peek at the site as well... There's a lot of items you can buy there at a low price, if not reasonable...

Wan Azlan lost his mother on 3rd April at 3am... Let us share a moment of silence, and dedicate Al-Fatihah to her... May her soul rest in peace, blessed by His Grace... I don't know her personally... But I believe she's a kind person... And Wan Azlan seems to be closer to her, rather than his dad... I haven't seen Wan Azlan, yet... But I think it's better that I don't... I might end up hurting his feeling unintentionally... That's the only specialty of mine that I know of...

It's confirmed... I'M ONE OF THE MASUM (Majlis Sukan Universiti Malaysia) TEAM MEMBER FOR ARCHERY... Training will start during the break (that's after internship everyday), and the tournament will be in May... There's going to be a meeting on Thursday the 6th at 5.30pm... I hope I can atleast help the team win... Even if it's just by one point...

Lastly, this is something that I wish I could talk face to face with you, Ihab... Gomen, ne... Lately I just can't seem to trust anyone... It's like everyone treats me like a big joke... That's why I kinda lost it when you kinda laugh at the fact that I'm selling Nasi Lemak... I know, it's a small matter for me to be pissed of at... Then again, it's not like you have ever been in my shoes... Furthermore, about the question you posted as a counter to mine (you do have a habit of answering questions that you don't want to answer with another question, don't you... That makes you even cuter ^_^)... You're right... I don't want to be your best friend... No, let me rephrase that; I don't want to be just a bestfriend of yours... I want to be more than that...

Not just a bestfriend, but more than that...

I wonder what would be Nad-tachi's reaction when they read that... Maybe I shoudl just be frank about it: I never thought of Ihab as just a bestfriend... I'm infatuated with him... There are times that I wish he was mine alone... But of course, that's impossible... Even if it is mutual, there's no way that that's possible... To be honest, I've always see myself as a replacement... A very pitiful, pathetic replacement of someone I may never be at par with... Someone who was his bestfriend before... I'm still wondering, just what in the world gives me the right to earn the place as his bestfriend... In what way do I qualify to be one?... Of course, I've asked Ihab many times before... And as usual, he wouldn't answer... And because he's cute, I just stopped at that ^_^;;... Baka da ne, atashi wa...

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A long hiatus...

Okay, today will be the last post of the semester... But don't worry, I'll be back blogging about my internship soon enough ^_^... OMG, I'll be in the job market soon... Nanka KOWAIII~~~!!! >.<...

Although I will not be blogging for quite some time, it doesn't mean that I will not be browsing the blog... Dakara do visit from time to time and comment/spam/whatever the cbox as well as the comment section... I'll try to respond to them as much as I could ^_^...

By the way, Puteri Nad seems to noticed the abundance of advetisements here... For your information, I'm trying to make some money over the internet... That should explain the addies, shouldn't it?... And if it's not imposing, I'd like you guys to try and join these surf and earn programmes:

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At least you will not be net-surfing for nothing, right?...

Actually I was thinking about reminiscing on how I got Ihab as my bestfriend... Then again, it's too embarassing for me... Maybe I'll blog about it if Ihab asks me to :p...

Well then, until the exam is over... Shitsure shimasu~~~ :3...

A good idea?...

cara2 nk menghalau roomate korg yg tk sekepala....

1.Beli pepokok bonsai. Bercakap & tidor dengan pokok tu setiap hari. Selepas seminggu, bertengkar dgn pokok tu dan cakap "Aku tak boleh hidup sebilik dengan kau lagi" sambil keluar & menghempaskan pintu bilik dgn kuat... Buang pokok tu tapi biarkan pasu kat situ.

2.Beli pisau banyak-banyak. Tajamkan setiap malam sambil merenung roommate kao sambil
berkata "Tak lama lagi...tak lama lagi"

3.Bila roommate kau balik, berpura2 tengah telefon. Caci maki dan menjerit dengan kuat kat telefon tu. Lepas tu letak telefon dan cakap kat roommate kau bhw yg telefon tadi adalah mak dia. Cakap mak dia akan telefon balik.

4.Duduk & renung roommate kau dlm 2-3 jam. Kalau boleh, bawa member2 sekali sambil makan kacang & popcorn. Buat macam kau tengah tengok wayang.

5.(Khas Untuk Lelaki Sahaja) Pegang & gosok-gosok rambut roommate kau sambil berkata "Rambut kau hitam, lurus dan berkilat la... Macam teknik rebonding...". Sekali-sekala buat masa dia tengah tidur.

6.Sembunyikan seluar dalam/baju dalam kau yg telah dipakai bawah bantal roommate kau. Bila dia balik, komplen bhw seluar/baju dalam kau hilang. Toksah nak ngada2 pegi cari kat lain, pegi straight kat bantal dia. Lepas tu tuduh roommate kau
homo/gay/lesbian.

7.Ketika roommate kau sedang buka pakaian/bersalin pakaian, pandang dengan ghairah... kalau boleh lelehkan air liur sekali lagi bagus...(Pesanan pihak penaja:
AWAS! Teknik ini sangat merbahaya. Kalau kau tersilap pilih org, maka kau akan 'terkena' la...hahaha...)

8.Tahu peanut butter? beli sebotol. pastikan roommate kau tak tahu kau beli peanut butter. sapukan peanut butter kat seluar dalam kau yg telah dipakai di kawasan lubang najis. Gantung/letakkan seluar dalam tu kat tempat yg boleh dilihat oleh roommate kau. Bila dia balik, pura2 tekan perut & mengerang kesakitan. Lakukan 5 hari berturut2. sembuh pada hujung minggu. Sambung semula hari Isnin...

A morning of emotions...

*Yawn* As usual, me and my sleepy self is blogging after class... Today is officially the last day of class, but there are 2 replacement classes to be attended tomorrow... Haih... Plus, there are 4 assignments to be submitted before the exam... *Sigh* Mou, iyada na >.<...

Today I got to class a bit late, even skipping my 8.00am English class :p... Why, you might ask... Well, I was currently stuck with 2 graphic novels I got from Rage Guy, titled Narcissu and Planetarian: Reverie of a Little Planet... I don't know how to describe them without posting a lengthy entry, so I guess I'll just ask you guys to download, install, and read them on your own... The novels were originally in Japanese, but the website had included the English patch together in the Zip file...

Narcissu evolves around 2 patients who suffered from terminal illness... While they were not confined to their beds, they know that they will soon die... The two of them we assigned to the 7F ward, a ward specially for those who will soon die... They also know their fate; to die in 7F, or at home... The story later tells about their journey, which ended with the suicide of the older patient...

Planetarian, in the other hand, tells about a Junker and his encounter with a robot left at a disfunctional planetarium... A touching story that makes me wonder about our humanity...

I found myself at the verge of tears reading them, and believe that you will, too... Given that you really absorb the story lah :p...

These days, I often found myself visiting Ihab's blog... It's good to know that he's always surrounded by good people... People whom I would probably feel awkward talking to... It somehow amazes me how we fit together well as bestfriends, despite the polar differences we have... He being the centre of attention, I being the usual loner... He's the smart one, I'm the slightly-less-than-stupid one (tak nak mengaku stupid tuh :p)... He's the most of the time fortunate guy, I'm the sometime fortunate guy... He's the type who could easily make friends, I'm the type who effortlessly make enemies... An even clearer evidence would be my cbox... It's empty... ... ...

Then again, since the ancient times it has been a rule of thumb that "the opposite attracts" ^_^... I guess I should just enjoy this friendship to the fullest... Until the inevitable come, and I'd have to leave his side...

Well, that's all for the time being, I guess... Might update this entry later tonight (if I have the motivation)... Now, how should I start on the ASSignments?...

Mom and Dad'a quirky quote...

I asked Mum and Dad about being an adult... Now let us share their answer:

Me: Mum, Dad, what does it mean to be an adult?. (Apa maknanya menjadi dewasa?)
Mum & Dad: Wise thinking, smart action, consistent thought. Or, become Dewan Bahasa - Dew+Asa!.. (Berfikiran bernas, bertindak bijak, berpendirian tetap. Atau jadi Dewan Bahasa - Dew+Asa!..)

Haih... That's my parents fyi... Sly as foxes... Plus there are two of them... Nanka... ... ... OMOSHIROI~~~~!!!... XD XD XD...

.Hack//Probability...

*Yawn* It's 3.30am in the morning, and here I am, wide awake after a marathon of .Hack//Sign... And while waiting for my laundry to finish, I thought that I could kill the time blogging on my thoughts...

You know, it hit me while I was watching .Hack... The line between reality and virtual is getting blurrer by the second... Right now, we have numerous MMORPG (Massive Multiplayer Online Role Play Game) titles available... Ragnarok, Fung Wan Online, etc... People are using the virtual world as their escape from the harsh reality... Then again, reality itself is something subjective... But that's for another discussion... Using the virtual world as their escape, users try to do things they can't do offline... Looking for friendship, love, place to belong to (something like Maslow's hierarchy of need, but I forgot which part :p)... But as they get familiar with the virtual world, they find it difficult to differentiate between the reality and virtual life... For instance, look at how many offline Player Killing cases happening across the globe... And we're not even close to the technology featured in .Hack...

Imagine if we have that kind of gaming technology... Visor-like control terminal, or even a more elaborated terminals like in Full Metal Panic (the one on the submarine)... You log in, stay in the game until you lost track of time, and can never log out without having trouble figuring out whether you are still in the game or are you offline... And then there's the problem of your input receptors going bonkers, which can be deadly... We all know that the mind tells you what you believe... Imagine you are playing Ragnarok using a VR terminal, and in the game you're being bashed to death by some monsters... To make it even better, the graphic is good enough to make you believe that you ARE being beaten to death... I wonder what'll happen?... Would you really die if your brain tells you that you are dead?...

But still, we ought to ponder whether the virtual world is good or not... Those who are my age would remember how they spend their childhood... Play tag, climbing trees, cycling around the village/housing estate, etc... But the younger generation spend their time in the virtual world... Nanka sabishii...

*yawn*... Bleh, I'm still sleepy after all that sleep ~_~... Yare yare...

Anyway, felt more or less relaxed, since most of the critical assignments are done *phew*... Exam is just around the corner, and I'm not one bit nervous... Or so I thought... ... ...

Chatted with Suyin last night... It was a very short chat, too short for my liking at least... Considering that I may not talk to her in a year... Or should I say, last night may be the last time we talked... I guess I've gotten too attached with her... Which may be a good thing, then again, maybe a bad thing...

We talked about which is more important to her between a bf and manga collection (obviously MANGA), and whether she has someone whom she cherished above all else (not anymore)... Then I popped the question I would always ask my close dearests, "moshi me no mae ni atashi ga shinda, dou omou?" (for translation, please grab the nearest Japanese divtionary, or call your nearest Japanese speaking friend ^_^)... I got almost the same answer I got from Ihab... Except that Ihab would ignore me after giving me a scolding... Why are most of the people I got attached to seem to be going faraway... ... ...

I bet you guys have read her post about the "tudung saji" incident at Nezumi, Times Square, right?... To Suyin, here's a tudung saji:



Oops, lab's closing... Until then, ja ne :3...

After a long hiatus (yeah, right)...

Just highlighting some events happening now and then...

# I got a placement for internship at Permodalan Nasional Berhad (beside Tabung Haji main building), Unit Trust Division... Internship starts on 10th April...

# Currently, I'm a Nasi Lemak seller... Feel free to call me for ordering :p...

# Went for a date with Suyin on Sunday... Damn, I'm going to miss her for a year TT__TT... Jun Jun joined us later that evening... OMG, she's grown up!!!...

# For heavy internet users, I would like to suggest you guys to join these programmes:

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At least you could earn while surfing XD...

That's all for now... Will post a long post before the end of the month :p...

In trouble... Mayoi, mayoi, koneko-chan...

Ah... I'm currently in cho dai-trouble... Got several not so good news... First from PTPTN, saying that my loan has ended already (eeep >.<)... but I still have a couple of semesters until I graduate... Dou shi yo TT__TT... Then TMnet called, reminding me of my unpaid internet account... Fortunately mum offered to pay it on my behalf (love you, mum)... And now my friend asked me to find a source of income ASAP (I bought an mp3 player from him thinking that I'd still have my loan to pay him)... There's no way I'm canceling the purchase... The mp3 player is the only thing that kept me sane all this while TT__TT...

Okay, that aside... Suyin seems happier nowadays (like all high-school students, before they start their college/varsity life XD)... I think I won't be needed anymore... Then again, I was never needed in the first place... Who would be crazy enough to have a lousy, ugly, gay malay as a "brother" after all?... Well, I wish her all the best, and may she have enough of everything in life... As for me, I'll just see what life have in store for lil' old me ^_^... Though for the time being, all I can see is a long period of loneliness... Boyz2Men's "4 Seasons of Loneliness", anyone?...

Shinta came~~~... And gave me his old (and broken XD) graphic card... But I can't use it yet, since I need to have certain software to make the broken graphic card work well... If not, it'll be the end of me :p...

*Sigh* I have no idea what to write at the moment... Empty stomach, empty brain :p... Ma, ato tsuzusasemasu... Shitsure shimasu :3...

Ah, tsukareta...

Saturday, 031205, 2206.

Finally, I managed to start off a bit on the business paper I'm supposed to work on a long time ago... Got stuck somewhere in the middle, so I had to call Uncle Azid to get a better picture of what I'm supposed to be doing... He then suggested that I come and meet him at his office at around 5pm... I wonder if I could come back on time ~_~...

Suyin called, mentioning about an EB held at One Utama, and also Comic Fiesta... She's not too keen on going to the EB (because Suyin does not go well with "Elegant" *chuckles*)... But I managed to persuade her to go anyway... After all, there are some faces wish to see again... Including the person who casted a curse on me XD... That's you, Xiong Ie XD XD...

Have you guys heard the song "Amrita" by Yui Makino?... I kinda liked the song, since the lyrics sounded sad and sentimental... Just like me XD... Will be looking for the full lyrics soon... Maybe I'll start pasting favourite lyrics on my room wall...

I want to read Yami no Matsuei!!!... I have up to Volume 5 Chapter 5... I want to read more TT__TT *curses Viz for licensing the manga*... I want more yaoi manga... Currently short on yaoi manga... But I got a lot of yuri manga, though... *Sigh* I'm sooooo NOT normal ~_~...

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Monday, 051205, 0800.

Woke up late today... Was... ... ... Busy and occupied with something *blush*... Anyway, today marks the first day of class, and the busiest week of the semester, since students will be trying to match their schedule to their liking... One of them would be me, since I have another subject I wish to take...

Yesterday was very tiring... I went to UM for nothing... Well, partly it's my fault... I should've called before I was on my way... Oh well... At least I've left a note... My boss would call me anytime soon today...

2 Days Worth of Ranting...

It's 5am in the morning, and here I am preparing a draft for my blog... Honestly, my biological clock is definitely not functioning... Oh well...

You know, right now I kinda feel tired of sleeping alone (warning: YAOI)... Eating alone (well, not all the time, since sometimes someone would offer to eat with me)... Walking alone... Waking up alone... Sure, I was alone from the beginning, and I should've gotten used to it... But it do gets into your nerves tama-tama ni...

How did some people who look even worse than me get their partners anyway?...

Melancholy aside, I've been re-re-re-re-re-watching Gundam SEED... And it makes me wonder... The idea of a world without war, and how screwed up an unjustified war is has already been around for quite some times... Yet we still get into meaningless wars... Iraq, Bosnia, Palestine, and soon Syria, Iran, and maybe Malaysia... Is war really that fun?... So exciting you just can't get enough?... Or maybe a certain President should have a taste of going out for a battle himself... What the hell was he thinking sending soldiers to wherever he wanted without thinking about the cost, both financial and non-financial?...

"If you shoot a husband, his wife will hate you. If you shoot a son, his mother will hate you. And if someone shoots you, I will definitely hate that person. Why can't you understand such simple cycle?" -Uzumi Attha-

Which brings us to the next issue... Recently, we can see a lot of terrorist activities which was claimed to be masterminded by Muslims... I can't agree with that... Sure, we Muslims had been treated unjustly a lot (and so does other people who end up being a terrorist), but majority of us are not war-lovers... Nothing can be gained from a war... When we go for a war, a country will lose a huge sum of its GDP, individuals who could've made the country better and contribute to the economy, fathers of many childs, husbands of many wives, etc... ANd even in Islam, the objective of going for a war is to defend... And we Muslims only shoot to kill when the enemy is deemed to harm in any way he can... Muslims shoot to disarm, to make the enemies lose their capacity to shoot... But not to kill...

"Kill because someone killed somebody, be killed because somebody was killed, do you really think that peace will come that way?" -Cagalli Yula Attha-

I strongly belive some of the adults who are being given the duty as decision makers (presidents, prime ministers, CEOs, etc) should watch some animes which makes sense... And stop reading American comics... And try to see things from all the possible aspects of an issue... War is just for defending ourselves when harm is definitely coming our way, weapons are made to support neutrality and maintain peace, winning a war through massacre does not make anyone happy... Sou omotta kara...

"Knowledge is power. Power is just power. With great power, comes great responsibilities. Power alone, nor will alone, will change anything at all." -Shinnoir-

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Bleh... I got sick, again... The same old sickness; sore throat, mild fever, coughing... I guess I do lack some nutrients... And a lot of exercise...

Got my exam result today, and boy, am I glad to see that I've done good enough, if not well... At least no failure, and all of the grades exceeded my expectations... Now that that's out of the way, I can calmly start my project paper... I hope TT__TT...

Anyway, have you guys ever think about this: How would it feel to kill your own best friend?... I kept asking this question time and again (to myself, of course), and I still can't picture myself doing it... Fighting against my best friend may not be a task too hard for me, but ending a best friend's life?... I doubt that I could ever do so... If he wants to end MY life, I wouldn't object, though...

So what's the relevance of this stupid question of mine?... Well, consider this: Someday we will all part ways with one another... And if, let's say, by cruel fate we were to meet again as foes, be it business rivals or, in an extreme event, as opposing members of different groups, how would you react?... If you still don't get what I'm talking about, consider Kira Yamato and Athrun Zala (GS, GSD), Natsuki and Shizuru (Mai-HiME), Sasuke and Naruto (well, Sasuke seems to be more than willing to end Naruto's life)...

I'll leave it to you guys to ponder about it... Then again, who would ever ponder on the words of a naive guy who acts like a teenager?... Although on my opinion, if everyone stubbornlt holds true to their naivities, the world would've been a better place...

Ranting after a long hiatus...

Ah... Hisashiburi da ne... I've been very lazy lately (readers: shouldn't it be " AS ALWAYS"?), that's why I haven't blogged for quite some time... For those who visited this lame excuse of a blog, thank you very much, and thousands of apologies for not updating... My life is a very dull life anyway :p...

Currently, I'm staying im my room at the college illegally (kids, don't EVER follow my footsteps), waiting for the new term to start... In the mean time, I'm working on the business paper that has been long due (and I haven't started anything yet, eep >.<) and practicing for the coming archery tournament... Nanka doki doki surun'da, hajimete dakara participating as a university representative... Wish me luck okay... And on top of that, i'm supposed to prepare my resume... Since my practical training will start off next semester... Now this is something I don't want to screw up... I don't mind losing that archery tournament, nor the L'oreal Estrat Challenge... But if I failed to please my employer, not only will I shame the university, I might also have a bleak working future T_T... Kami-sama, tasukete... ... ...

Some of you (particularly Suyin, Ihab, and some of my friends) knew that I was expecting someone to live with me (illegally, that is)... Well, it turned out to be a dream afterall... He backed-off at the last minute, saying that he's busy and all... And he hadn't contacted me AT ALL... Oh, well... I should've known better... Love is a luxury I can't afford anyway, plus Shuu-chan DID put a curse on me... Bleh... So, I'm still single ^_^... And I can concentrate on Ihab XD XD...

Have you guys read XXXHolic manga?... It's damn funny, and I kinda found that Youko is an interesting person... I wish to know someone like that... Someone persuasive and manipulative, and in Suyin's words, "freakingly powerful and evil"... I kinda like the way she toyed with Watanuki, and somehow I felt like she actually cared for Watanuki a lot... Though her personality hides that very efficiently ^_^;;... I wonder if the anime has been released... We all know the movie has, in conjunction with one of Tsubasa's episodes...

Well, I think I'll stop here for the time being... If I write any longer, then I won't have anything else to write later on ;3... Until then, ja ne... Shitsure shimasu :3 ~~~...

Any computer geeks around here?...

Argh... My computer meragam lagi... Dangnabit >.<... Now I can't log into the computer other than via safe mode... And whe I'm lucky enough to log in using the normal mode, the comp will definitely freeze after 2-3 hours... What the f**king hell is wrong with my God-damned computer!!~~... Can anyone offer me some useful advises on how to solve this problem?...

That irritating point aside, I'm currently addicted to "Shining Star" by Tamaki Nami (she's the singer for several Gundam Seed Destiny' s theme)... The video clip was nice, and the song certainly remind me of someone who's currently studying at UK... Actually almost ALL of her songs are nice, and she dance better than Britney and J-Lo put together... Then again, my view might be biased, since I'm a sucker for Japanese artists XD...

It's the third day of Ramadhan today, and I've yet to see any sign of my tummy getting slimmer... The only sign I see is that my appetite is getting scarier (this morning sahur 2 round; 1st round nasi berlauk ayam goreng, some vegies, and sambal belacan, 2nd round 6 slices of bread)... I'm sure I'm going to need a personal fitness trainer very, very soon... Anyone wants to volunteer?... *Looks around* Guess not...

Haih... Exam is just 2 weeks away, and deadlines are coming fast... I hope I could meet them all in time... Well, that should conclude my post today... Ja ne~~...

A new hair have come~~~... :p...

Guess what?... I'm blogging again... Here I am, skipping my International Finance class without any care XD, and downloading tonnes of animes and video clips ^_^... I've cut my hair short, and people have been praising me through out the day... I'll post my pic in Friendster later... Tonight, perhaps?...

Sheesh, so many problems this weeks; deadlines to meet, computer to fix, yada yada yada... And still I'm taking things slowly and steadily... I must have lost some of the wires in my brain ~_~"... And there's the problem of some of the people in my MSN list not talking to me anymore... Okay, I know I sounded paranoid... Perhaps they are busy, right?... RIGHT @_@...

I just hope things will clear up soon... Ah, before i forgot, SELAMAT BERPUASA (HAPPY FASTING) to all my Muslim friends... May this year's Ramadhan brings the best of all of us ^_^...

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I sense that some people I knew (forumers) are keeping their distance from me, for reasons I don't know myself... I wonder when did what went wrong and why...

Hau~~~...

Bleh... I definitely lost my voice... A nice combo of sore-throat and dry cough left me with no voice and made me grew easily tired even more... Honestly, these past few days I felt most crappiest than I've ever felt the few week earlier... Ow, heck... It's nice to be sick once in a while... It's a sign that a) my body is still upgrading its immune system a.k.a anti-virus software (mine is AVG, what's yours?) XD, and b) it's a sign that God still included me in His list of favourite people <3 (not that I'm confident about it)... Besides, being sick gives you the privilege of people being nice to you... At least some of them will treat you better XD...

Ohkay, let's do some flashback on what happened in my life these few days/weeks/decades...

I've been quite active in Anicom Forum lately, due to the wonderful topics they have, the wonderful forumers hanging around there, and the fact that I'm one of the FISHERs there (acronym for FIle SHarER, note the capital letters)... Currently I've uploaded Shingetsukan Tsukihime (very nice, wanna watch it again during the long holiday :3) and Chobits... but there's this one very annoying brat who kept on acting like a saru yama no taisho of the forum... He even threaten to resign from being a FISHER and leave the forum because one of the forumer and I kept criticising over his rude gestures... Even worse, he has the tendency to act as if he's the pro of all pros... What a jerk... Ah, hell with him... If he's hungry for more of my "laser guided nukes", I'd be more than happy to shove 'em up his holes <.<... Today I'll be uploading Loveless there... Hope the yaoi lovers there will love it ^_^...

Last Friday I had a mid-term paper (Promotion Management)... Imagine having an exam when your body is not at its best condition and you are not mentally prepared... But then, how do you know that you are mentally prepared?... Oh, well... The point is, I took the paper in a condition where I can't talk, and was wheezing for air... It's sooo annoying... And I can't concentrate at all T_T... Definitely flop the paper... And there's more coming my way +_+...

Last night, I could swear I was the happiest gay person on Earth (gosh, suddenly I feel like someone or something is glaring on me from above *shivers*)... I was doing my assignment (due today) when suddenly I felt so bored and lonely *bg music: lonely~~.. I am so lonely~~..*... So I decided to misscall some people (Suyin included, but it seems that her hp was switched off)... Later got a message from Ihab *squeal*, inviting me to his brother's room for his bro's birthday feast... I expected the normal "Hi, Bye" greeting, but it turned out that he missed me a lot (maa, tabun kinosei dakedo)... Upon entering his brother's room, he insisted that I hug him (yes, we do hug a lot, but he seldom insist on it unless he really wanted to), and later starts hogging me (first hugs, then hogs)... We talked a bit (via the message function on my hp XD), and ate a lot (he did, I was still full since I've had my dinner a couple of hours in advance)... Then I asked whether he contacted Khalid (another of our friend)... His reply made me really happy ^_^ : Takde. Aku contact kau sorang je. Sangat la bestfriend, kan... Then I even got a glimps of his backside (no, not below there you ecchi people... Above the waist <.<), which gave my stomach several backflips and my heart a 100m dash... Boy, something is really wrong with me...

Later he send me back to my room, and he voiced out his regret about not being able to spend much time together with me... He then assure me that after his cousins return to Saudi, he'll make sure that we'll spend some time together... I'm sure looking forward to it...

Someone suggested an early birthday celebration to me (can't remember who... I bet the suggestor was busy as well)... I'm waiting for the cue to be sure of when and where the celebration will take place (then again, I don't think I'll be celebrating a birthday at all since no one really remembered my birthday)...

Ah, before I forget... My university is currently holding a convocation festival until 25th of August... Please, come and visit the festival if you have the time... To go to UIA, take a Putra to Terminal Putra Gombak, then take feeder bus (make sure it has UIA stated on the destination) straight to UIA... Don't worry about tudung or scarf... Just say that you're visiting a relative... We do have non-Muslims in UIA (despite the "Islamic" title the university possesses)...

Well, I guess I'll be off to bed... It's waaaay beyond my bedtime already... Ja, shitsure shimasu~~~...

Speechless?...

Bleh... I lost my voice... My precious voice... Come to think of it, I think I'm having a fever at the moment T_T... To make matters worse, tomorrow I have an exam >.<... I hope my brain wouldn't stop functioning because of the fever ~_~... Haih, the bane of sore throat... Reminds me of Tomoyo (CCS) when Voice took her voice...

Things are quite hectic at the moment... Juggling between my assignments, work and the all-dreadfull mid-terms, it's a nightmare... Then again, I'd say nightmares are even better... Since they are not real (except if you happen to be an oracle... You have my pity)... And what am I doing to handle all these?... Busy myself uploading anime <.<... Yep, I'm one of the FISHers (FIle SHarERs) at Anime Community forum... Feel free to come and download anime there... It'll cost you a few post (the lowest number of required post I've ever came across) though...

To be honest, I don't know what to fill my blog with at the moment... Too many (or sometimes nothing) things are flying across my mind right now... Maybe I'll post something worth reading when my head is clearer...


Ja, shitsure shimasu...

Speechless?...

Bleh... I lost my voice... My precious voice... Come to think of it, I think I'm having a fever at the moment T_T... To make matters worse, tomorrow I have an exam >.<... I hope my brain wouldn't stop functioning because of the fever ~_~... Haih, the bane of sore throat... Reminds me of Tomoyo (CCS) when Voice took her voice...

Things are quite hectic at the moment... Juggling between my assignments, work and the all-dreadfull mid-terms, it's a nightmare... Then again, I'd say nightmares are even better... Since they are not real (except if you happen to be an oracle... You have my pity)... And what am I doing to handle all these?... Busy myself uploading anime <.<... Yep, I'm one of the FISHers (FIle SHarERs) at Anime Community forum... Feel free to come and download anime there... It'll cost you a few post (the lowest number of required post I've ever came across) though...

To be honest, I don't know what to fill my blog with at the moment... Too many (or sometimes nothing) things are flying across my mind right now... Maybe I'll post something worth reading when my head is clearer...


Ja, shitsure shimasu...

Arggghhhhh!!!!...

Bummer... Yesterday some guys went into my room asking whether I was the person sending lewd sms-es to their nakama... One of them mentioned something about "penis"... WTF... I'd like you readers to do me a favour and bombard this number (0196921306) as many miss-calls as possible... I want his/her life to turn into hell...

That aside, I went to Mid-Valley to watch War of the Worlds... Verdict: WotW sucks... Don't even think about buying pirated DVD of the movie... Too many loopholes in the storyline... And the title should be changed into war of Tom Cruise instead of War of the Worlds... Steevy Spielly just focused on the main character, and he only showed the alien attack in America... If it's a worldwide attack, he should have at least show bits and pieces of the attack on other countries...

Bleh, I'm out of ideas at the moment... Tomorrow marks the beginning of a new semester (classes, bleh)... Ja, shitsurei shimasu...

Hai, hai...

Geez... People are actually poking me to update my blog <.<... "Taku... Oh well...

I'm back~~... Aikawarazu, back before the break ends :p... Unfortunately, my room is occupied at the moment :p... So I'm "menumpang di tanah sendiri" at the moment XD... Fortunately the people occupying my room are nice people (washi no youni-rashii XD XD)... It's okay, though... Since they'll be moving to their designated rooms tomorrow...

So, what have I been doing these past few months?... Watching, downloading, and uploading animes XD... Pita Ten, Stratos 4, Gokujou Seitokai, Marimite, Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito, etc... Ah, kore wa rakuen de gozaru XD... Too bad the site I'm dloading the files from is currently down >.>...

Ne, would you consider someone who's all words and no action as your bestfriend?... I'm currently pissed off with a girl who claimed that I'm her bestest buddy, but she lies time and over to me... What kind of person would have the guts to claim that they are someone's best friend, but at the same time take their friendship for granted... I feel cheated... She better not cross my path... After she paid the money she promised, that is :p...

People I called "my sisters" are in pain... 2 of them because of love (ironic, isn't it?... Love's supposed to heal), and as for the other one, well, she's always in pain... Love is just one of them... At least one of them is willing to tell me why (at last)... *Sigh* What a bad year to have relationship... Exams, expectations, etc... Maybe I should thank God for granting Xiong's curse... At least the possibility of me hurting other people or get hurt by others because of love is relatively low...

Well, I'm out of ideas as to what I want to type... I guess that's all for now... Ja, shitsure shimasu~~~...